A raindrop.
Nature's key to a myriad of colours.
Encapsulating life, the tears of the sky.
Flooding the earth as the heavens cry.
A heart.
The bottle of man's emotions and feelings.
An instrument radiating life, epicentre of love.
Engulfing my body with ambivalence i never dreamt of.
Keep in mind
We're under the same sky
And the nights
as empty for me, as for you
If you feel
You can't wait till morning
Kiss the rain
*suen blogged @ 10:32:00 AM | comment
3A's day..
*suen blogged @ 10:31:00 AM | comment
18.4.04
read this somewhere and thought it was really amusing..
behavioral psychologists say that humans copulate face to face because of breasts. females with bigger breasts attracted more partners, who insisted on breast play during intercourse. more sex bred more females, who inherited larger breasts. that begat more face to face sex. lol.
*suen blogged @ 7:06:00 PM | comment
13.4.04
My tea's gone cold, i'm wondering why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be gray
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad
It's not so bad
I drank too much last night, got bills to pay
My head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today
I'm late for work again
And even if I'm there,
They'll all imply that I might not last the day
And then you call me and it's not so bad
It's not so bad...
Push the door,
I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and through
Then you handed me a towel and all I see is you
And even if my house falls down now
I wouldn't have a clue
Because you're near me..
I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life..
*suen blogged @ 11:34:00 AM | comment
8.4.04
ill like to let everyone know that my life is not as bad as it seems, that im not always sad and all..in fact my life is quite the contrary.
thing is i only blog when im depressed, sad, or need somehow to purge my feelings. other than that dun need to worry ky and rox ;) thx for ur concerns. much appreciated.
BAH my squadmates jez never fail to piss the shit out of me.. 2 more months..tolerate suen. tolerate. u gonna be out of camp plus u will be a rank higher than them.
because of the loss of my hp i haf to postpone buying a camera to later in the year, and use the money to buy a new phone instead. any donations to the HELP-SUEN-FUND are kindly accepted.
*suen blogged @ 9:58:00 PM | comment
Lord help me through it as i continue to believe and trust in her love.
its a long weekend for me out of the police. i feel quite lost w/o a phone. it feels like part of me has been stolen.i guess nowadays with such a high degree of personalisation in material things like handphones it feels like a part of you is gone when the personalised object is gone.
hmm i can't really find friends to go out with now tt i lost all contacts i gotta get a new phone fast or hope that the culprit gets caught today if not the handphone is 100% lost. the new phone is going to punch a hole in my budgeting. cuz it wasnt scheduled in my plans till after july. and i hate it when my plans are disrupted and i have to fit everything all over again in the fabric of my life, in a reasonable balance. i hate it when tt happens. but thats jez life. keep adapting. i adapt not jez to survive but to try to live a life to the maximum. can't say i have been doin a very gd job though. i still don't wanna die tmr cuz i haf things not accomplished. is it possible to reach a stage where you don't mind passing away the next day.. i guess its impossible.
*suen blogged @ 11:52:00 AM | comment
3.4.04
thing is i don't know why im typing this. what i really need is her, a phonecall , a msg, a letter to read.
i going to meet some friends later to forget. keep myself busy they say.
actually i don't know why i continue typing, i should be spending words on a letter or smtg.
hey why do you want to forget?
its hard when you keep thinking and missing someone. ineed to occupy myself.
but you sure you wanna forget.
no i don't actually. i never want to forget her.
then what do you want to forget?
i don't know. stop askin so many questions. ok fine i don't wanna forget. this feelings are what makes me human. you got a better way to deal with this?
you don't ask the questions. answer mine. do you love her?
yes very much.
does she love you?
yes very much.
case settled then. if you don't know everything else those are the only things you need to know now. worry about the rest when it comes. you can handle it. you are a strong chap.
easy for you to say. you should leave me alone now.
you sure you want to be alone. i thought that was the problem to start with.
you know what? just shut up. ill talk to you another day.
prick.
*suen blogged @ 11:38:00 PM | comment